I am tired, tired of not wanting to cook for myself only. I just cant be bothered. If i had a partner I would cook, or even a flatmate. But, this living on my own, meh. So, I eat grapes, i eat beans, I eat dark, healthy chocolate, gluten-free pasta and salad.
Is this good enough though? It is quite healthy food I suppose. At least I buy beans.
It's my anxiety that stops me from cooking I know that. I know I need help to calm my nervous system down, and I know that few, if any are in any way, shape or form, willing to give that help, so I am kind of stuck, forever reeling round in a salt shaker of anxiety, day after day, whirling, wailing, stressing and sadding, oh
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